Confused @@

My knees start to shake,
When you’re in sight.
My mind is filled with wonder,
My heart with fright.

When will this feeling stop?
When did it start?
How can I listen to my mind,
Without breaking my heart?

I’m so confused.
What should I do?
I can’t think of anything except you.

Should I ignore you,
Or just give it time?
I can’t think straight,
My heart controls my mind.
<3

My Message From God

"On this day, God wants you to know.. that if you relax, it comes. Don't seek, don't search, don't ask, don't knock, don't demand - relax. If you relax, it is there. If you relax, God shows you the way."

I get this message from facebook, lol an application of message from God. So I clicked it and this is what I got it. But it's true though...it really reads my mind..kinda freaky but yeah..it's totally read my mind. Things have been bothering me these days. Thank God that I get this message. =)

For Danny Zhai

Rain, rain, go away,
Because of you the pain will stay.
Slit my throat, cut out my heart,
Leave me here, tear it apart.

Poison tears stream down my face,
My heart beats at a steady pace
As I try to stand again;
Alone and standing in the rain.

I don’t need you anymore…
Is what I think while tears pour.
I hate you like I hate my life;
But love is what cuts like a knife.

Love is death and death is you;
Its pain stains like a black tattoo.
Those memories come back again
And bind me in the ropes of pain.

Crimson blood streams down my head
Like a long, silk ribbon, tied by a thread,
To a platinum bullet, a hole in my skull…

Now just a memory that’s faded and dull.

P/S : Don't be emo anymore bro, get over it and keep moving forward ... =) take care..

DT

My Happy Poem

So here it is,
The happy one,
Today I'll have a bit of fun.

A rhapsody.
A melody.
My opus and my symphony.

A delectable, delightful treat.
A candy, oh, a wicked sweet.

My soul.
A stroll.
Completely droll.
Delightfully out of control.

So here you go.
My vertigo.
My trip through miles and miles of snow.

Hold on tight.
Don't try to fight.
My happy poem,
Just drips delight
Like honey from a child's tongue,
Or whispers of the aging young.

A lullaby that makes you cry,
The tears of happy years gone by.

Watch your step,
The path is steep,
So take a breath before you leap

Into a world of endless bliss,
As charming as a baby's kiss.

And right when you arrive right there,
You'll never leave.
It's true.
I swear.

My world,
My truth.
My universe.
My haven in my merry verse.

It welcomes you,
With open arms.
You're flattered by its mirthful charms.

So stay awhile.
Right in the shade
Of the happiest poem
I've ever made.

DT

Dinner,movie and devotion.

It has been a few months again, that i ditch my blog and didn't bother to update a thing. Where should i start? hmm.. I'm currently doing well, studying at MAHSA university college, April batch. So far so good, can't believe it has been 2 months. Time flies. Getting use to the environment here, maybe a bit weird but..yea.



Back to the topic! :D Last night I had my dinner with my family, relatives and friends. Quite a long time we didn't hang out together though. It feels good, spending time together and chit-chatting. After the dinner, my eldest brother invited us to one of the church member's house, to get along with new friends or some old faces. So, only my bro, Yit Seng, Eyen and I went, my parents and relatives went home instead. Guess what, open house @@ a lot of food, can't take it in anymore as we had just finish our dinner. But still, we ate some.

Meanwhile, Pastor Joshua came to us and asked whether wanna watch a movie. lol.. And we plan to watch the A-Team. The A-Team is a nice,hilarious action movie. It's a must to watch.^^ The A-Team is about a fictional group of ex-United States Army Special Forces who work as soldiers of fortune while being on the run from the military for a "crime they didn't commit". A group of Iraq War trying to take opportunities to clear their name with the U.S military from being committing a crime for which they were framed. Worth watching movie. :D

And today, this afternoon I did my devotion with Eyen. We studied the book of Ruth. The book of Ruth is about the importance of faithful love in human relationships among God’s kingdom people is powerfully underscored. The author focuses on Ruth’s unswerving and selfless devotion to desolate Naomi (1:16–17; 2:11–12; 3:10; 4:15) and on Boaz’s kindness to these two widows (chs. 2–4). He presents striking examples of lives that embody in their daily affairs the self-giving love that fulfills God’s law (Lev 19:18; cf. Ro 13:10). Such love also reflects God’s love, in a marvelous joining of human and divine actions (compare 2:12 with 3:9). In God’s benevolence such lives are blessed and are made a blessing.

It may seem surprising that one who reflects God’s love so clearly is a Moabitess. Yet her complete loyalty to the Israelite family into which she has been received by marriage and her total devotion to her desolate mother-in-law mark her as a true daughter of Israel and a worthy ancestress of David. She strikingly exemplifies the truth that participation in the coming kingdom of God is decided, not by blood and birth, but by the conformity of one’s life to the will of God through the “obedience that comes from faith” (Ro 1:5). Her place in the ancestry of David signifies that all nations will be represented in the kingdom of David’s greater Son.

As an episode in the ancestry of David, the book of Ruth sheds light on his role in the history of redemption. Redemption is a key concept throughout the account; the Hebrew word in its various forms occurs 23 times. The book is primarily a story of Naomi’s transformation from despair to happiness through the selfless, God-blessed acts of Ruth and Boaz. She moves from emptiness to fullness (1:21; 3:17; see notes on 1:1,3,5–6,12,21–22; 3:17; 4:15), from destitution (1:1–5) to security and hope (4:13–17). Similarly, Israel was transformed from national desperation at the death of Eli (1Sa 4:18) to peace and prosperity in the early days of Solomon (1Ki 4:20–34; 5:4) through the selfless devotion of David, a true descendant of Ruth and Boaz. The author thus reminded Israel that the reign of the house of David, as the means of God’s benevolent rule in Israel, held the prospect of God’s promised peace and rest. But this rest would continue only so long as those who participated in the kingdom—prince and people alike—reflected in their daily lives the selfless love exemplified by Ruth and Boaz. In Jesus, the great “son of David” (Mt 1:1), and his redemptive work, the promised blessings of the kingdom of God find their fulfillment.

That's all from now. =)

DT

Colour Test =D

Looks like Kimberly quite often update her blog nowadays..lol~ This is what I came across when I read her blog, the colour test. It is a simple test and rather interesting, kinda accurate too. =) So, just take around a minute to complete this test and see what's the result turn out to be. =)

Colour Test - Click Here~!

*Be honest, please kindly complete the colour test 1st before scrolling down.

My results:

Enjoy~ =D

DT

Fun Day... =)

LOL... Yesterday I woke up around 7.30 a.m. So late... The church starts at 8 a.m. and I made it just in time..haha... Of course, I didn't drive insanely, just 60-70 km/h. Enjoyed the journey from my house to the church while listening to some sentimental piano song I put inside my memory stick few days ago. It feels relaxing and refreshing. Sometimes I might even think about the sweet memories I had in the past, what a wonderful day.

After the worship session, we have a message preached by Eyen Khoo, aka Obaasan..LOL^.^ The message is about "The necessity of Spiritual growth". It's really a good message. I'm glad that I was there. The message really reminds me about how I'm going through my life and the mistakes and sins that I have commited in the past. Thank you so much Eyen.
Then, yesterday morning we have set up a special corner at the entrance of the worship hall to collect the relief fund for Haiti. And next week we will collect an extra offering for this relief fund too. We appeal to all of us to dig a little bit deeper into our hearts and our pockets so that we may extend a helping hand to those Haiti victims and bless those who are less fortunate than us.

YES! I finally got my ABRSM Grade 8 piano certificate from Breeze jie jie. Althought I'm happy, yet at the same time I'm sad and disappointed at myself for not doing well in my practical piano exam. Sigh~Anyway, no use to regret. What's done is done.

Around 4 something, Eyen, Tom, Chun Vui, Jonathan, Mann Kim and I went to sport complex to play kites. It has been more than 10 years I didn't play kite. Haha.. Really had fun yesterday. After that Eyen and I jogged 3 round around the complex. Once I reached home, I saw mom watching badminton competition. WHOO~~ I missed it... Well, not all of it. Lee Chong Wei won the single, Khoo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong won the double. Then, I fall asleep. Too tired. And I woke up around 9 something. =.="

Well, it has been a long long time I didn't enjoy myself until yesterday. LOL.. =)

DT